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Hmmm.

So, I don't really regret it anymore.
Hahah. Let me explain myself.
I logged back onto my account. I look at my comments, do the routine stuff. Then, I look at my bulletins. (Okay, yes, I'm a myspacer. Good luck finding me with their 5 million members.) He posted two, and out of curiosity I look at the first one, expecting it to be all,

ZOMG WTF BBQ SOMEONE TTLY HATESS MEEEEEE. D:

Exaggerating, of course. But no, I didn't find that at all. Actually, they were surveys. So I was like, 'Oh, well then maybe it didn't get to him.' I was actually relieved. But then I actually read one of the surveys.

(Note: I don't actually remember the numbers of these questions, so I'll make them up as I go. Pink is me, 'responding' to his answers.)

11.) Do you believe your last ex deserves to die?
no. i actually miss her more than anything.

As in, miss pretty popular cheerleader. Figures.
motherf*****.

3.) Have you ever broken a heart before?
nope.

Like hell you did.

5.) Is there a person of the opposite gender that means alot to you?
of course.

Not me, obviously. I mean nothing to you.

8.) Is someone mad at you right now?
i dont know. chances are yeah.

You wouldn't believe how much I hate you right now.

77.) Do you believe you got some growing up to do?
sometimes.

More than you know.

6949305.) Do you fall for people easily?
not at all.

I'm painfully aware of that.

104.) Are there some songs you can't listen to because they remind you of someone?
yea.

And that someone is the luckiest person alive.

9743.) Do you hate anyone?
no. I would just rather not be around them.

I'm so sure.

946.) Have you ever dated someone older than yourself?
yeah, lots actually.

....s*** on a stick. I'm older than him.
He's torturing me.

10334.) Is there something you wish you could tell someone?
of course.

I'd give anything to know who that person is.
But I know its not me.

0.) Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
a little bit, she's really cool though.

I knew this had no chance of being me, since he probably hates me anyway and he hasn't spoken a word to me since he moved.

I don't think I've ever had such mixed feelings for anyone.
I hate him.
But yet, part of me still yearns to be with him, even after all the crap he's put me through.

Whats wrong with me? D:
(excuse my language, by the way. I don't usually curse that much...see what he's doing to me?)

xo Hopeless Romantic

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