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Something else I discovered recently- the Missed Connections section on Craigslist.


"To woo you with the sweetest of words in a sonnet or poem of my heart,
would satisfy my urgency to see you smile sweetly.

To be the one who hid himself in the shadows, and play the songs of my soul,
to settle your worries to allow your comfort in sleep.

Oh but to have my heart's steady beating transition you from dreams to consciousness,
while morning's sun flavour our bedroom with soft beams of light.

To recieve YOUR gaze of contentment, and being YOUR choice from all suitors,
The feel of your hand fanned out close to my heart in a quiet, nestled embrace,
just once, even if never again.

A life beautiful, is the intimate dream of the heart... fulfilled.

I have left the place where I can hope to see you at even a glance or in passing, where I can pretend that exchanging pleasantries was just that. Possibly hide the way I want to gaze in speechless amazement of you, the way a prince looks into the eyes of his princess. I should not want for you this way, yet to convince me otherwise is to convince those who long for
summers' warmth to stay contented in winters' frosts. Not so easily done.

At the turn of random happenings today you had again smiled upon my daydreams, and an unconscious smile developed within me and on my lips as though you could see me smiling at you. So soft and genuine, I was powerless to do nothing but return a smile back. I regret very little in my decisions in life, yet I regret not having told you in voice what I now script to this abyss of sorts in the off-fantasy that you would find and recognize who I am. I fear that you would find me, and desire what I desire even in the smallest of extent, in it that the attraction was mutual.

Even where I am now it is not possible to escape your pleasant haunting,and know this... nor do I wish to."


I have no words.

Well maybe except: WHERE DO GUYS LIKE THIS LIVE, AND WHY DON'T I KNOW ANY OF THEM?

I promise you guys, I'll get around to blogging about my actual life soon. Hahaha.

xo Hopeless Romantic

"I wish I could convince you I need you. I wish you could see how I see you. I wish you would let go of your mistakes. I love you, I need you. I don't want to spend my life without you. Your beautiful, your precious, your unique. Your the one woman who was stolen my heart. I don't care about you choosing him over me. I don't care about your mistakes. I care about you. I looked at you that way because you are the love of my life. Maybe the timing is not the same as everyone else, but with each day that passes I know I love you more. Please let go of the past. Your to valuable and needed in my life. You are so beautiful to me. Your the one I think about because your my inspiration. Without you to inspire me all I feel is emptiness. Your needed, I need you. I sent you those things to convince you of your worth to God. I sent you those things to help you let go of your mistakes. Please stop pretending let go of the past."

"The more you lie to me,
You hurt me.
The more you pretend nothing happened between us,
You hurt me.
The more you deny the truth,
You hurt me.
The more you think about your mistakes,
You hurt me.
The more you think I would be better off without you,
You hurt me.
The more you won't forgive yourself,
You hurt me.

It's been close to a year since I have seen you and your all I think about. Will you let your mistakes rule the rest of your life? How long will true love past you by because your afraid about me seeing the real you? I just wish in someway someday I could convince you I need you in my life. Without you I feel my inspiration is gone. I am not better off without you. Your a unique woman who devalues herself by not seeing your truth worth. The fear and the shame you have had all your life I want to take away. You won't let me because it's something which puts everything you've known to risk. It's like stepping out on the water. You are an inspiration to me. Your exactly what I need. Here the voice of truth in your heart. Let go of the past and embrace the love you have always wanted. Without you I am broken and lonely. Without you the sun is not as bright and breeze is not as cool."

-From RomanceClass.com


See stuff like this?

This makes a teenage girl much more desperate for a guy than she needs to be.

Where does this Prince Charming live? If you're reading this, Prince, please don't hesitate to introduce me to your very similar Charming friends. :]

xo Hopeless Romantic

Internet! It's been a while, hasn't it?

Alot has happened. Espacially alot with Phil.

BUT, I'll fill you in with that a little later.

Because something new happened. Something totally unexpected and urgent. And it's not about Phil.

Remember Gene? You know, my guy friend that pretty much caused me and Phil to, more or less, have a mutual like? Our matchmaker? Remember how I insisted that he wasn't gay?

Well guess what. Yep, you guessed it.

Gene just told me on MSN that he thinks he's gay.

Okay, I'm not gonna lie. I felt like a small part of me knew, but nevertheless, I was shocked. Super shocked. I mean, I was honored that he came to me first out of all of the people he knows, but shocked none the less.

And we must have talked for two hours about it.

He told me he was confused, and that an experience with another guy made it even more confusing to him. They didn't have sex or anything, but they pretty much made out.

I almost didn't even know what to say, because when he told me he had to talk to me, that was pretty much the last thing I'd expect. For real. But I helped him the best I could.

It's funny how one conversation can make two people so much closer.

It really is. I mean, I feel like I can tell Gene anything now, espacially since he had the courage to tell me that. That took alot of guts. And he said he told me because he felt like he could trust me the most. That meant so much. And I feel like we're definately much closer friends now. like, much MUCH closer. Maybe we're even best friends now.

But he's so confused right now. I just hope that eventhing works out, I really do. I feel awful that he has to face this kind of confusion right now in his life.

Well, that's High School for you.

xo Hopeless Romantic

PS: I hope you guys didn't think I was abandoning you! Thanks once again, sapphire! :D

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