♡ the life of a 25 year old hopeless romantic ♡





"This song is talking to the person you haven't even met yet. Maybe they're rolling around in the hay with someone else, but they're not as good as you're gonna be. You just have to wait your turn. He's out there, she's out there. They're just learning what to contrast you against."






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I'm Not Feeling Artistic Right Now.}
Sunday, August 31, 2008 | 8:54 PM | 0Comment

I'm not mad or anything. I just didn't feel like being creative with the title. hahahah

So, after pretty much 3 weeks of being back to school, I realized this.

My heart is pretty much completely healed, and I'm rearing to move on. :]

Thats right, I said rearing.
Cause I'm fly like that.

Anyway, I don't like anyone completely yet, but I have my eye on a few people:
Robby.
A boy I'll call Korea. 'Cause that's where he's from.
And a little playboy I'll call Fiddy, because he acts like some skater-wannabe-gangster. But he's not even close. ;]

You already know about Robby....but, let's talk about Korea!
He's an amazingly hot/cute foreign exchange student. I swear, he's so hot, he could be a k-pop star! D':
And, for some reason, I'm just really attracted to him. It's a little challenging to talk to him, though. hahaha. More later on him!

Then, Fiddy. So, I don't really like him, I'm just attracted to him. Which I shouldn't be, even though he's my type (look-wise). Its just that I liked him last year before Ricky Bobby, and in the process, I tried to get closer to him. Only then did I realize who he really is.
He's a conceited, cocky, completely self centered jerk that only cares about himself feelings-wise. He's shallow and only dates girls that are 'hot' and doesn't care about their personality at all, and he acts like he is God's gift to teenage girls. Um, FYI, Fiddy: the Jonas Brothers are God's gift to teenage girls. Time to accept it.
Anyway, long story short, he's horrible. I mean, don't get me wrong, he's completely hot. Nobody should be allowed to be as hot as he is. I mean, he's not Joe Jonas hot, but he's pretty close. It's too bad his personality gets him nowhere with girls.

So, why did I name him in the first place??
Well, all my friends are saying all signs point to him liking me.
And get this. They want me to get even with him!! As in, break his heart like he did to those girls before!
Kind of like in John Tucker Must Die. Actually, he's quite the equivalent to John Tucker. Hmmm...actually, he could be a John Tucker clone.

But anyway, I could never break someone's heart on purpose. Espacially since I just experienced the same thing.
I could never put someone through that on my part. I just couldn't.



So we'll see what happens next. ;]

xo Hopeless Romantic

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New Beginnings Have Arrived}
Tuesday, August 19, 2008 | 7:21 PM | 0Comment

Hey Internet!

So......I sort of lied. hahahah. I tried to write a blog before, but my computer crapped out.

And- thats right! School has started. Today was the second day of school.
We have an insane number of new kids this year. Seriously! The first day, I could have gotten whiplash from trying to look at all of them. xD

And theres TONS of new hot guys. Annnnnd, guess what? There was a guy that used to go to our school way back in Elementary and then left, but now he's back. I had a huge crush on him in 3rd grade, and I haven't seen him in 6 years!
ummm, internet...

HE. IS. SO. HOT.

I mean, he went from a cute little boy to a FIIIINE PIECE OF TEENAGE BOY CAKE. D; wow.
And I'm not sure, but maybe there might be a possibility of a re-crush. :O
Just in case, lets call him Robby. ;D

And theres another new guy thats gotten my slight possible interest....lets call him Jerry. He wants to be a musician when he's older, kinda like me! And he's cute and dresses great.

I don't have a crush on anyone yet, but I'll keep you updateddd.

xo Hopeless Romantic

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Can't Go Back Now}
Monday, August 11, 2008 | 9:22 PM | 0Comment

Hahaha.
So, guess who I had a dream about that same night I wrote the last entry??

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I know that thinking about him isn't going to help me any more, so after this entry, I'm not going to write about him any longer, unless I absolutely have to. And it won't be at night, either, so I won't have a dream about it. xD;

So I was talking to Ricky Bobby's best friend and my good friend Johnny. (not his real name) We had been talking about tons of stuff, he's very easy to talk to.
So, idiotic enough, I had been wondering about it, so I had to ask,

'Hey, so, how's ricky bobby doing?'

D;

I know. I went there...

And he replied,
'Good u still like him?' (this was in texting, mind you)
and I said,
'Hah, no. He broke my heart.' I half hoped that he would tell Ricky that, just so he'd feel bad. But then again, the other half didn't care.
He said,
'What happened?'
And then I told him the whole thing. 'So, really, I have no idea.'
'Yeah, thats weird. I don't know either, I'm sorry.'
Yeah, I'm sorry too. I'm sorry that his best friend doesn't even know why he does things. Thats why if I was with him, I would be miserable all the time.

I also asked him if he ever talked about me.
'No.'
Good. I'm glad.
I already knew the answer before I even asked it, but I though it would hurt worse when I read it. But it didn't. I admit, when I first read it, I felt a twang of something somewhere. But then I blinked, and it was gone.

I'm finally over him, Internet. I feel so much better.

Of course, there was that dream. It was a dream about him coming back to our school, and he 'confesses his love for me' and then we started going out. This is how all my dreams about him go. They're all the same...except for the fact that I don't long for them to come true anymore. I never want to be with him.

And that's just that. :]]

Ricky Bobby;

I'm done with you,

I'm over you,

I forgive you,

&&Goodbye Forever.

xo Hopeless Romantic

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A Close new Beginning}
Thursday, August 7, 2008 | 10:35 PM | 0Comment

Hey internet!

I've been feeling tons better these days, and I hardly even think about that mothertrucker anymore! ;DD

It feels great. I feel less supressed, you know? Like there had been a release. :]]]

Buuuuuuut, guess what?
School starts again soon. :[
Which means, I'll have more and possibly even worse boy issues...

Because I'm starting High School.
D8

I'm kind of already expecting the worst, and I can thank movies and tv shows for that. Like Gossip Girl, or the Secret Life of the American Teenager. That's a great show, its so addicting...anyway...
It will all feel better to blog it all out of my system. :]
Whoo hoo for blogs invented for emotional dramatic teenagersss. hahahah

But yup, just a few weeks left of summer for meeee. :[
But appearance-wise, I'm ready. I've been using this new Teeth Whitening Mouthwash, new acne face wash, and i got a new haircut. Annnnnd i lost a few pounds and got tanned. :]
So, hopefully that will help.

I'll update before the cycle of the school year starts once again. <3

xo Hopeless Romantic