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Holy crap, Internet.

Today, I've had two of the biggest shocks of my life.

First: Fiddy.
You know how I said I though that there was a small chance of him possibly liking me? Well, after telling my friends and everything, they acted like they didn't agree with me at all. So I was like, 'Okay, maybe I'm just jumping to conclusions and making things up.'

Um, internatz,
I got THE MOST OBVIOUS and CLEAR SIGN IN THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE that he likes me.
So, on myspace, he's the type of person to only put his completely close friends-like-family top friends in his top 8. Well, okay. Today, I log onto myspace. I look at my friend updates. Oh, look, Fiddy made an update to his profile. He's one of the few that did. I click to his page, curious and nonchalant. I take a good look at his profile, but I don't notice anything different (his profile is really boring, surprisingly, so I would notice. ). Then I look closer, on the right side of his profile. Hundreds of comments from girls, as usual. But hold on, he changed his top friends. Now, instead of a top 8, he has a top 5. And the first 4 'people' aren't people at all, they're a music group and three skate companies.
But wait a minute. Something was weird. For some reason, I saw a picture of myself after those 'people'. Then it hit me.

I was in Fiddy's top friends.

AND not to mention THAT...but I was the only person in his top friends.

At the time, I was on the phone with one of my best friends. And in the middle of the sentence. I was pretty much sitting there going "OH MY GOD!!!!" for a straight two minutes. Hahahah. She was like, 'What? What?!?! What's wrong?' It was great.
Anyway, yeah, that pretty much confirms it.

I can't even believe it.....the hottest guy in our grade likes me.

....What the hell do I do!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?
D:


Another shock: I made it into a band I auditioned for, and also one about 35 other people auditioned for. I made it. When I found out, I started crying. I'm still in shock. And it's a school band, so we'll be performing in front of the whole high school almost every week.


....I don't know what to do!!!! I'm freaking out about everything!!!!
Ahhhhhh!!!!!

xo Hopeless Romantic

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