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Suprises and MORE Suprises.}
Friday, June 19, 2009 | 10:29 PM | 0Comment

Internet! It's been a while, hasn't it?

Alot has happened. Espacially alot with Phil.

BUT, I'll fill you in with that a little later.

Because something new happened. Something totally unexpected and urgent. And it's not about Phil.

Remember Gene? You know, my guy friend that pretty much caused me and Phil to, more or less, have a mutual like? Our matchmaker? Remember how I insisted that he wasn't gay?

Well guess what. Yep, you guessed it.

Gene just told me on MSN that he thinks he's gay.

Okay, I'm not gonna lie. I felt like a small part of me knew, but nevertheless, I was shocked. Super shocked. I mean, I was honored that he came to me first out of all of the people he knows, but shocked none the less.

And we must have talked for two hours about it.

He told me he was confused, and that an experience with another guy made it even more confusing to him. They didn't have sex or anything, but they pretty much made out.

I almost didn't even know what to say, because when he told me he had to talk to me, that was pretty much the last thing I'd expect. For real. But I helped him the best I could.

It's funny how one conversation can make two people so much closer.

It really is. I mean, I feel like I can tell Gene anything now, espacially since he had the courage to tell me that. That took alot of guts. And he said he told me because he felt like he could trust me the most. That meant so much. And I feel like we're definately much closer friends now. like, much MUCH closer. Maybe we're even best friends now.

But he's so confused right now. I just hope that eventhing works out, I really do. I feel awful that he has to face this kind of confusion right now in his life.

Well, that's High School for you.

xo Hopeless Romantic

PS: I hope you guys didn't think I was abandoning you! Thanks once again, sapphire! :D

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