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"This song is talking to the person you haven't even met yet. Maybe they're rolling around in the hay with someone else, but they're not as good as you're gonna be. You just have to wait your turn. He's out there, she's out there. They're just learning what to contrast you against."






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[!!!]EMERGENCY SIDE NOTE ON LAST ENTRY.}
Wednesday, May 13, 2015 | 11:28 PM | 1Comment

SOS. SOS. SOS.

I don't know if it's my sleeping pill I just took, or the weariness and restlessness I feel from thinking about all of this for months...

...but. Internet. I think I'm finally willing to take the biggest risk I've ever taken in my whole life.

I'm asking you guys out there, any of you that still read my blog: should I send it?

Should I send the letter?

Should I risk humiliation, vulnerability, a loss of pride and security and years of carefulness and send this letter to Ricky Bobby?

I've never ever ever taken a risk like this before, not with anybody. But I want closure so bad I could cry. After 7 whole years, I want so badly to move on. To get all of this out of me so I can move on with my life. Finally.

Even if he laughs in my face. Even if he shows the world how clingy and desperate and obsessive I look. I have to move on. Somehow. And this may be the only way I can.

Internet. Should I do it? Give me an answer. Please. Any answer. Help me decide if I should or if I'm being totally theatrical and insane like I can be some times.

Be honest with me. Please. Should I do it?

Help.

xo Hopeless Romantic

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