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Tuesday, April 28, 2009 | 5:39 PM | 0Comment


Internet, today was one of the best days of my life.

Sure, I had a just-average outfit consisting of a hoodie, skinny jeans + rainboots, and my hair kept getting tangles, but I didn't care.
It's Phil.

Pretty much after I wrote that last entry, we talked about two more times after that, and then I lost confidence. Jessica Simpson -whom I usually use as an excuse to go talk to him- was gone for a few days, and those days I didn't talk to him at all! D:

I just couldn't muster up the courage. I know, pathetic, right? So, all I did was stare at him when he wasn't looking, and then look away when he looked. And that went on for a few days. And nothing else.

Then, Jessica Simpson came back today. This gave me hope, and I prepared myself the entire class to talk to him at the end of the class. So, I go over there, right? I completely forget everything I was going to say. I just ended up talking to Jessica Simpson the entire three minutes. Then the bell rang, and he left. :/
As soon as I was about to beat myself up about it, she stands up and grabs my hands with an excited expression on her face. Before I can ask her, she whisper-screams, "Sarah. PHIL LIKES YOU."
My jaw drops. "WHAT? Wait, how do you know??"
And she says, "HE JUST TOLD ME!" And then we proceed to scream and jump up and down like- well, teenage girls.

The entire trip to my next class, I thought I was going to either faint or explode. The extreme joy and excitement I felt was so overwhelming, I wanted to scream my lungs out! My hands were trembling, my heart was racing, and a huge grin was plastered on my face the entire day.

And later, she told me the details (I apologize in advance for the abuse of the word 'like'. This is an exact quote, people. Hahaha). "Yeah, I was like, 'So, are you interested in Sarah at all?' And he was like, 'Is she interested in me?' And I was like, 'Yeah, a little bit.'-"
That alarmed me a bit, but I was actually kind of glad she told him that. I didn't want him to think I wasn't interested, after all.
"-And he was like, 'Oh, a little bit, huh?' And I was like, 'Yeah! You guys would be cute!' And he was all like, 'Really? Well, she is really pretty.' And I was like, 'Yeah? You think so?' And he was all, 'Yeah. She's absolutely gorgeous.' And I said, 'Aww! So, a little bit interested, then?' And we was like, 'Ha ha, yeah.'"
I swear, I nearly died. I went from 'cute' to 'gorgeous' in a week!

I didn't know what in the world to do, or how to act! How could I possibly act like I did before when someone liked me? I mean, actually, truly liked me and they weren't moving across the country in a month's time! (Ha-ha.)
But, I tried my best. And of course, by the end of the day, all of my other friends already knew.

But!
In 7th hour, I have Gene in that class, and of course I had to tell him! So, I tell him, and we're all excited together. Then, he says, "Oh, yeah! I talked to him during break-"
"Today?" I interrupt.
"Yeah! And, he was like, 'Does Sarah like me?' And I said, I don't know! But you guys would be cute together. Wait, are you going out? And we was like, 'Not yet.'"
I had another explosion after that.

So much happened. I'm so overwhelmed!
He thinks I'm gorgeous. And he's interested. And he wants to go out with me! Me!

And, at this point, I think I'm going insane. I can't stop thinking about him. Every single class, I could hardly focus.
Is this a dream? Will I wake up and be the wallflower nobody notices again?

This Hopeless Romantic just might not be so hopeless after all.

xo Hopeless Romantic

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