• Girl finally approaches boy about the so-called 'mutual like' and asks him straight up, to-his-face if he likes her. Boy says yes.
• Things are less awkward and feel less forced now that everything is out in the open.
• Then, the very last day of school, there is a slightly awkward, hugless goodbye.
• Girl is slightly disappointed, but Best Friend Rose says that it would have probably been awkward anyway. Girl agrees.
• Boy then takes a two month-long trip to Europe- Germany and Italy to be exact.
• Girl and boy's somewhat 'relationship', if it was considered that since they didn't even start dating, starts to dwindle over time.
• Girl completely loses interest. Boy's status unknown.
• The End.

Sadly, that is where this tale ends. So far, at least.

And, it's not like I didn't try to keep in touch with Phil. I really, truly did. He has a Facebook, and I tried talking to him, but he was so busy, he couldn't find the time to reply until mostly weeks later. And I could sort of tell by the way he replied that he wasn't really interested in talking to me.

So, it's okay.

I'm a little disappointed, but to be honest, I wasn't as into him as I've been into other guys. Sometimes, it felt like he liked me more than I liked him. And that wasn't fair to him. So, I think it's better this way.

And I know that there will come guys that I will like ten times more than I liked Phil. Here's to hoping for a significant number of new guys at our school next school year.

And here's to hoping that a 'summer thing' that I've been hoping for will happen.

Ever since I was young, I've always wanted a Summer Romance. Doesn't that sound so romantic? Just the concept of it sends my heart into a frenzy.

And it's July already!

I don't have a summer job this summer. Well, I was supposed to work for my dad, but I guess he decided he didn't want to hire me anymore. So, no summer job. I barely get to leave the house during the week because, 1: I can't legally drive myself yet, and 2: There's never anyone to drive me places. because trust me, if I did, I would definately go places. Everyone's always at work or something.

So I'm stuck in the house all the time, wasting away, getting paler, watching suckish daytime T.V.

Let's hope my summer gets a kick-start...and soon!

xo Hopeless Romantic

Labels: phil, summer