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Monday, March 15, 2010 | 7:09 PM | 0Comment

Hey, Internet. Somewhat long-time no see.

I just finished testing week, because surprise surprise, even online school kids can't escape state testing. Though, it wasn't as hard as I thought it would be. The private school I went to had us do SAT's since 6th grade, so these tests in comparison were a cakewalk. It was still stressful though, so I'm glad it's over with.
So, you're probably wondering how Jazz and Johnny are doing. Well, I'll make it simple. They're not.

Yup. They're over. Done with. Broken up. After a grand total of--get this--one week.

The night it happened, Jazz called me, upset and crying. It turned out that Johnny thought it was 'weird' and that he 'just wanted to be friends again'.
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At first, I was pissed. I told her, "What?! How? You've only been going out for a week!" Not to mention that they've been best friends for two years. I really thought they owed it to themselves to at least give it a month.

I told her, "Most relationships are awkward at first. It's not fair to judge your entire relationship on one week, you should have given it a little more time. Things probably would have gotten better after a little while."

She replied, "It's not really up to me. If he says he doesn't like it, then I won't force him to be with me."

This broke my heart. And made me want to beat Johnny into a bloody pulp.

Since then, Jazz has put on a fake happy face and told Johnny that 'it wasn't a big deal anyway' and that 'she's over him'. Stupidly, Johnny believed her (Jazz is the worst liar, how could he possibly believe that?) and he's gotten back together with one of his exes. A week after they broke up. Just like that. He didn't even wait a little longer to maybe, I don't know, spare Jazz's feelings a little.

And he's gone back to flirting with other girls in front of her. It makes me sick to know he's doing this to her, and I can't be there to help her through this. Well, over the phone I can. But Jazz spent all her time with him at school even before they started going out, and now he's avoiding her purposely. A-hole, right?

Me and Johnny aren't nearly as close friends as we were last year, and I'm kind of relieved. After watching this unfold in front of my eyes, I see what a douche bag he's become since I left the school.

Meanwhile, Best friend Rose and Jake are still together. I'm not going to lie, I'm kind of surprised. (Mostly because of the age difference.) Especially since I predicted that Jazz's relationship would last longer. I guess I shouldn't assume stuff about people's relationships like that. Only the two people involved could know how long it'll last.

Anyway. I'll be over here, helping put my broken-hearted best friend back together. Simultaneously, I'll be looking for a ninja assassin to invade Johnny's house. Anyone wanna help?

xo Hopeless Romantic

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