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I know that self-diagnosing is unreliable and dangerous.}
Wednesday, August 15, 2012 | 4:47 PM | 2Comment

But stumbling across this Wikipedia page set off more than one alarm in my head. I know it's just Wikipedia, and I shouldn't let it freak me out, but I digress. I think if I only related to one thing on this list, or a few things, I would disregard it and move on. But every single one of these immediately reminded me of me.

From Wikipedia:


Signs and symptoms

People with avoidant personality disorder are preoccupied with their own shortcomings and form relationships with others only if they believe they will not be rejected. Loss and rejection are so painful that these individuals will choose to be lonely rather than risk trying to connect with others.

Every single thing on this list. Every single one, especially in these past 10 months or so. Don't believe me? Go back to all of the entries I've written in the past year. They scream all of this. 
I'm not saying I definitely have this disorder, because I'm no professional by any means. But it's not out of the realm of possibility either. My family, especially my mom's side, has a history of personality disorders. It's definitely a possibility.

Yeah. About starting that therapy. I should do that soon.

xo Hopeless Romantic

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