♡
"This song is talking to the person you haven't even met yet. Maybe they're rolling around in the hay with someone else, but they're not as good as you're gonna be. You just have to wait your turn. He's out there, she's out there. They're just learning what to contrast you against." Questions? Concerns? Random observations?
Leave me a message here, or email me here. ♥
May 2008
June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 November 2012 December 2012 March 2013 June 2013 August 2013 June 2014 July 2014 August 2014 September 2014 December 2014 January 2015 May 2015 June 2015 July 2015 August 2015 October 2015 December 2015 January 2016 February 2016 April 2016 May 2016 June 2016 July 2016 October 2016 December 2016 September 2017 December 2018 |
refresh
profile
affies
follow?♡
I know that self-diagnosing is unreliable and dangerous.}
Wednesday, August 15, 2012 | 4:47 PM | 2Comment But stumbling across this Wikipedia page set off more than one alarm in my head. I know it's just Wikipedia, and I shouldn't let it freak me out, but I digress. I think if I only related to one thing on this list, or a few things, I would disregard it and move on. But every single one of these immediately reminded me of me. From Wikipedia: Signs and symptoms
People with avoidant personality disorder are preoccupied with their own shortcomings and form relationships with others only if they believe they will not be rejected. Loss and rejection are so painful that these individuals will choose to be lonely rather than risk trying to connect with others.
Every single thing on this list. Every single one, especially in these past 10 months or so. Don't believe me? Go back to all of the entries I've written in the past year. They scream all of this.
I'm not saying I definitely have this disorder, because I'm no professional by any means. But it's not out of the realm of possibility either. My family, especially my mom's side, has a history of personality disorders. It's definitely a possibility.
Yeah. About starting that therapy. I should do that soon.
xo Hopeless Romantic
Labels: life, sarah flipping a shit but what else is new, therapy |